burdahayatyokk-deactivated20230:
você está fazendo o seu melhor.
você está fazendo o seu melhor.
você está fazendo o seu melhor.
note for future self:
there are a few songs that you cannot dedicate to anyone, no matter what. they are too precious and we won’t ruin yet another loved song like this. so here goes a list of the ones i can think of:
*lovebug by jonas brothers* (pls learn from the last time)
eyes, nose, lips by taeyang
dress by taylor swift
*any love song from lauv*
all the sweet/love songs from bruno mars (dont.do.it.again.)
*end game by taylor swift*
*halo by beyonce !!!!*
easy and used to this by camila cabello
i lied by fifth harmony
hesitate by jonas brothers
make you mine by PUBLIC
dandelions by ruth b
dont blame me by taylor swift
best part by H.E.R and daniel caeser
*paper rings by taylor swift*
and more that i can’t remember at 3am.
im done missing who i was, who i used to be before i got so hurt. i cant ever go back to being that person so i will grieve losing her, but it’s in the past, it’s no longer who i can hope to be. i need to ler the old me go so i can embrace this new person i’m becoming and be happy with who i am.
“Why struggle to open a door between us when the whole wall is an illusion?”— Rumi
“I looked at everyone and wondered where they came from, and who they missed, and what they were sorry for.”— Jonathan Safran Foer
one day i will be able to thank everyone that has kept me going even when i didn’t think i could do it. right now i’m so full of love, finally starting to heal from all of that pain and i wish i could physically give this love to all of my friends. i have the best ones ever. i had to get to my lowest, to the actual rock bottom and then dig even deeper to find my way out but now i feel like i can start going up again. and i won’t let the ones i love the most stay behind, im taking everyone with me. specially you. you are my other half, my one and only soulmate. i’ve said this many times but from the moment i met you, so many years ago, i just felt it. thank you for always being with me and for letting me call you my best friend when that could never express what you really mean to me.